I don't feel like myself these days. I only seem to feel very sad and very anxious. I don't know what to do about the situation I am in and it makes me sad because I have almost always had a way to live through everything. I will live through this but I feel the worst is to happen and I know that if that happens, a piece of me will die forever. I will learn to love again because love is what makes me feel alive and good, but I feel it will take a while for me.

Love you guys